Pesaroso(okok this poem is from when i d8ted leslie,which we all know was a lonnnng tym ago ;) )

Pesaroso
I want to disappear forever,
cause,
without you,
life is no fun,
my daily routines,
my daily look fowards to,
my whole life
is messed up,
i based it of off u.
the smiles u gave me,
ur laughsnd giggles,
they britten me when im down,
i know i said stuff that unpleased u,
BUT,
i told u that not to hurt u l8r,
just because of this.
i cant stopp crying,
cause im not urs or ur not mine,
i gave u my first kiss,
my life,
nd my soul,
but after a while u rejected it,
is this how it will be?like this 4ever?
i miss u,
i love u
i worry bout u,
but,
do u love me?
do u worry bout me?
do u miss me?
because,
if i tell you will you stay?

willyou have to go?

will you be here forever?

i need u,

i miss u every second nd day,

i cant survie without u,
but will the sun nd moon be close once again?like b4?

i have shown u sides that noone has ever seen.

i trust u with all my heart,

but.

do u trust me?

like,

how a dsancer trusts there partner,

i have so many sides,

but

dont say u have to go,

i dont want to lose u ever,

like grains of sand slipping through my fingers,

untill i am with u again,

my heart aches,

and i noe ill be waiting for u,

but will u accept me back?

no one noes but u,

is this the way it will be now?

not trusting each other?

i wish i told you,

u would of stayed,

nd never went away,

but u had to leave,

nd all i said was good bye,

when i really wanted to say was that i love u,

but now,

u dont know if u love me 2,

it was a stupid mistake,

i regret everydayy,

what bout the adage "forgive nd forget"?

why doesnt that apply?

everysecond i wish u could belevie me nd know,

that i love u,

so all that is happening,

is that my eyes are shedding salty tears,

now,

because of u not trusting or noeing that i love u,

i have nothing else to say but,

im sorry,

pesaroso.............